One definition of art: not this
or tell this poem it’s not an alligator

One definition of art: not this
by Bob Hicok
The day’s flashing a bit of skin to my left, or dawn, as scientists like to call it, is about to have its first bright idea of the morning, and even this faint glow’s like a trillion lit Zippos or bonfires having sex, don’t ask me, I just know the sun’s coming and how to change the oil on a 97 4Runner, the trick is finding a 97 4Runner and a reason to keep going when stopping makes a lot of sense, to rest, for sure, and maybe eat a quiche and apple pie sandwich, or wrestle the alligator in your heart, or tell this poem it’s not an alligator but your shadow looking at itself in the mirror and wondering where the time went and if the soundtrack to your frontal lobes is an all-flute jazz ensemble or train wreck in C minor, I know that tune, I am that tune and apologize for dragging you into this bog or tar pit or whatever this is, let’s start over and imagine a little painting, maybe five inches by seven of a shore and the sun looking over the shoulder of the horizon, the paint still wet and sounding like the surf touching and touching the beginning of something solid, what we call land but the ocean calls “not ocean”, and there’s a man holding a stick that was born in Europe and he’s thinking of jumping in and taking it home, and of the thing he’s trying hardest not to believe, that there’s a hole through everything, if you look closely at the back of his head to see the expression on his lack of a face




A portal into the morning of my heart…..
Bob really knows how to keep going, and I mean that in the anti-suicidal, persisting til it's better, kind of going that might be better termed a kind of staying except that the words continue all the way to their resting place that could be like a death but is more like a revelation.